Raise like a phenix
Grow like an ice mountain
Metamorphose like a butterfly
Take your time, orientate on yourself, relax, do not think about too much when you acted out of old pattern again, and let yourself grow the way you naturally grow. With all highs and lows. No one else can really see your way. Never, ever again criticize yourself because someone says something against your way, and if you do so, recognize it is not of any importance.
Become the master of your life, again.